How Would I Like To LIVE?

DEATH has been on my mind a lot recently. Too many misfortunes around and got me thinking about how would I like to LIVE - now, while I can. [April]

Fast forward 6 months later, I have a 'new heart'. No I didn't have a surgery. Instead I suffered a 7% 3rd degree burn (quoting the doctor's diagnosis although I'll admit I am skeptical) right across my chest where my heart is. I don't wish to sound cliche but I felt like I am experiencing a new lease on life. I didn't once cursed or was upset by the incident. I felt lucky, emotionally drained and relieved instead. Like something had been released or burned away from within.

I begin questioning, wondering and acting a little unusual and I am ok with it. This new version of me is curious how things work and it's interesting. My intuition is louder than usual and the more I listened it to it, silently, the more I feel aligned with who I am becoming. I am attracting more synchronicities of new people, experiences and messages all around. The sensation is new yet familiar in an uplifting way.

I reminded myself not to overthink till death and simply take one step at a time. Do what resonates at this point of my life and follow through what I have been building in my head. Slowly I will get there. Eventually, just not all at once!

How would I like to live now? 

Being present, mindful and a heart filled with love and gratitude. I expect miracles, surprises, opportunities that come my way that are aligned with my heart's calling because they are placed in my heart for a reason.