What If It Doesn't Fit

That's this the question I always have on the top of mind whenever I want to buy something, especially something new. I would spend a lot of time trying and giving myself reasons why I shouldn't buy it yet. Giving myself reasons WHAT I should do to fit in - lose weight, trim down my belly, becoming leaner etc... So I put it on hold until I become a right fit.

This behavioural pattern trickles down to everything that I do. I am consistently using this method to justify everything that I do. 

• I have to wait until....
• I should be more...
• I need more experience...
• Just in case...
• What if...

The list goes on and I ended up with a list of incomplete projects.

What if I don't need to be anything except to just do it because I like it. That I am deeply inspired to do something that I feel connected to. To learn something because I enjoy the learning process. To take that course because the contents interests me and not worrying about whether is it recognised or the best option? What if I stop putting labels, justifying my choices and simply learning to trust my own guts and intuition. What if I stop trying to wait to fit in, to wait for the right time and simply be present and just live this moment.

By constantly restricting and stopping myself, I am also limiting my own growth and learning experiences.

What if it doesn't fit me? Then it is not for me. I will learn faster (sooner) and I will stop the wondering mind from wondering...what if?